This is the result of helping people that are in fact beyond my help -- I feel now threatened Beyond help.
this guy needs to be institutionalized I'm telling you --- for at least carefully taught boundaries to the consequences of breaking boundaries in people's lives when it is obvious that I have made those efforts of boundaries here in this space. To the degree he violates to now repeats this again and again -- I have had to place to the record on Souncloud Casecase of Mawuna Harris #1 and #2 : #2 is more serious that #1 -- but #1 it now not clothes but paints that he has here in this space. Which is true. I give him that he really should schedule this with me that just arriving at the door. But I will conceede to to his URGENCY of needing it now --- he cannot come in here and absuse the right of dialogue with me until he can surely know he has had consequences of not being welcomed here because of his dishonesty. Come back in an hour. Well, he did not arrive in an hour.... he waited till all the way till 2am to oince again arrive AFTER HOURS at this intercom thinking this is not already apparently a normal common decency barrier that he is about to break again with me, he dialed up my number again 2am people thinking this is OK. IT'S NOT! The really disturbing part of this is -- with the "test effect" of the lights ON FULLY in the front room till I awaken shortly before 2am -- then get up and perform a task of test to the walking outside and up the alley to be caught onto building security cameras of a quick in/out of the building -- reflecting that was my intent because knowing I have not effectively secured an understanding with this man, I already question he is stocking, he is absolutely second time period stocking me. I turn down the lights to effectively all lights low --- and go to start some work on my computer to the degree I just woke up. He does not know that I was alsleep and now awake-- and if he does -- he is disturbed to be both monitoring me of the lights from outside and then also cyber-stocking me to the presence of my online status which highly unlikely that would serve anything anyway since I have DEPARTED ONLINE ACTIVITY MOST ALL FORMS as a continuous online presence for many many weeks now. So not more than 5 minutes after I start to my work, the door intercom is used to dial into this space at 2:02am -- All of which this is UNDESERVING of any response -- but here is that ONLINE DOCUMENTATION of response placed onto the sound cloud. I am giving Case-notes #2 more weight here than #1 --- but both serve as truth to the actions --- I do not know what to do with this guy -- I cannot hold space for him here -- whether I am here by myself or have already present company. Or anything if he cannot follow my directives. Its too much his chaos out of boundary of my need to control such chaos in a space dedicated to peace building. There is a a lesson here -- he knows has been a part of his time here. He is not listening to me, individually or the lesson plan work here. I cannot and will not subject myself to this guy who does not truly suffer of consequences from breaking boundaries with people. I am off my wall of wit to do this alone.